Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, May 31, 2026

Philip Larkin: Everyday Life Without Illusions

 




At first glance, Philip Larkin’s poetry appears simple, almost modest. There are no grand myths, no dramatic twists, no “big themes” in the usual sense. Yet it is precisely in this simplicity that its strength lies: Larkin writes about what is most ordinary, and what is rarely observed with honesty.

In his poems, everyday life is not idealized. Love is not a promise of salvation, but often something limited, uncertain, or missed. Time does not bring wisdom, but rather a sense of loss and of something that could have been but never happened. Even ordinary scenes—flats, trains, streets, hospitals—carry within them a quiet weight of transience.

What sets Larkin apart is his ability to avoid illusion. He does not try to convince the reader that life has a hidden, elevated meaning. Instead, he shows it as it is: limited, often monotonous, but precisely for that reason real.

There is a particular honesty in this. His poetry does not seek to “lift” the reader, but to make them recognize what they already know, even if they may not want to see it. Because of this, his poems often leave a sense of quiet discomfort, but also a strange clarity.

Interestingly, Larkin can also be read outside the framework of poetry alone. His worldview carries something reminiscent of the atmosphere of noir fiction: a lack of illusion, a sense of constrained choices, and the quiet melancholy of everyday life. As in good crime fiction, there is no false consolation—only confrontation with reality, without excess explanation.

Perhaps this is why Larkin remains relevant today. In a world that often insists on optimism and spectacle, his poetry reminds us of something more modest but more enduring: that life mostly happens in ordinary moments, between expectations and what actually occurs.

And in that, paradoxically, there is a particular kind of beauty—not as comfort, but as recognition.

Friday, May 29, 2026

Charles Baudelaire





Charles Baudelaire remains one of the defining figures of modern literature, so influential that for decades writers across europe were casually described as “baudelairean” whenever their work contained decadence, melancholy, eroticism or fascination with urban corruption.

His collection les fleurs du mal transformed poetry into something darker and more psychologically unsettling, mixing beauty with decay, sensuality with death and spiritual longing with degradation. Unlike romantic idealists before him, Baudelaire seemed fascinated by evil, boredom and sickness of modern city life.

Baudelaire also played crucial role in introducing Edgar Allan Poe to european readers, translating his stories and poems into french with extraordinary devotion. In many ways, Baudelaire recognized in Poe another doomed artist obsessed with madness, beauty and death. Through these translations poe gained enormous influence on european symbolism and decadent literature.

His own life was marked by debt, scandal and drug addiction, experiences reflected in his essay artificial paradises, meditation on hashish, opium and human desire to escape ordinary consciousness. Despite his self-destructive tendencies, Baudelaire’s influence on modern poetry, symbolism and dark aesthetics remains immense.

Alexander Pushkin





Alexander Pushkin remains central figure of russian literature not only because of his influence but because of the strange myth surrounding his life. Aristocratic, rebellious and passionate, Pushkin lived with restless energy that often bordered on self-destruction. His involvement in scandals, gambling and duels created image of poet unable to adapt to calm bourgeois existence.

His death in duel at only thirty seven transformed him into almost romantic martyr of literature, figure consumed by honor, jealousy and impulsive temperament. This tragic aura still surrounds his work today.

Perhaps his greatest achievement remains Eugene Onegin, unique “novel in verse” balancing irony, melancholy and psychological insight with extraordinary elegance. Despite its lightness and wit, the book slowly reveals sadness of wasted possibilities, emotional emptiness and inability of characters to understand their own feelings until it is too late.

While later russian literature often became heavy and philosophical, Pushkin possesses clarity, grace and musicality that make him feel surprisingly modern even today.

Algernon Swinburne





Reading Algernon Charles Swinburne often feels less like reading poetry and more like being submerged into hypnotic waves of sound, sensuality and decay. His poems are overflowing with musical language, repetition and strange erotic melancholy that sometimes almost dissolves meaning itself.

Unlike colder and more intellectual poets, Swinburne writes with feverish intensity, creating atmosphere of exhaustion, beauty and self-destruction. There is something decadent in his work that later influenced not only symbolists and decadents but also modern dark aesthetics.

His poem “The Garden Of Proserpine” perhaps best captures this mood, presenting sleep, death and oblivion not as horror but as seductive release from suffering and noise of existence.

At his worst, Swinburne can become excessive and overwrought, drowning in his own verbal music, but at his best he achieves haunting rhythm unlike almost any other english poet of the nineteenth century.

Arthur Rimbaud






Arthur Rimbaud remains one of the strangest figures in literature, writing his visionary and often chaotic poetry while still practically a teenager. Reading him today still creates unsettling atmosphere of fever dreams, rebellion and spiritual decay. Unlike polished classical poets, Rimbaud often sounds fragmented, hallucinatory and violent, but beneath that there is strange melancholy and desire to escape ordinary reality.

Perhaps what makes him still modern is that his poetry feels dangerous and unstable, almost like psychological noir. After abandoning literature completely, becoming traveller and trader in africa, rimbaud turned himself into myth as much as poet.

While some later writers imitated only his chaos and self-destruction, his best poetry still possesses haunting beauty and dreamlike imagery difficult to forget.

Georg Trakl






Georg Trakl remains one of the strangest and most haunting poets of the early twentieth century. His poetry leaves a deep impression that seems to sink directly into the subconscious.

Collections such as Melancholy and Land of Dreams create an atmosphere of unreality, decay and profound sadness mixed with moments of almost feverish transcendence. Trakl’s world is filled with twilight streets, silence, autumnal colors, abandoned figures and dreamlike visions that often feel suspended between beauty and psychological collapse.

Before dedicating himself entirely to poetry, Trakl studied pharmacy and worked as an apothecary. His life was marked by psychological instability and drug dependence, particularly cocaine, which intensified the dark atmosphere surrounding both his life and work.

Critics and biographers have often discussed the unusually intense emotional bond between Trakl and his sister Grete, a relationship that continues to give his poetry an unsettling emotional undertone.

What makes Trakl unique is that his poems rarely function as direct statements or narratives. Instead, they work through mood, repetition and imagery, creating a hypnotic feeling closer to dreams or half-forgotten memories than conventional poetry.

Saturday, September 21, 2024

Poems






 Maggots and Flowers

maggots and flowers
growing from the corpses
I open the door from the chapel
and hideous smell overwhelms me
behind the grave worker stands
and say to me
woman in black has just arrived
I follow her smell
she is standing near the grave with powerful man
they were mourning someone
and that was me
but all I could see
behind her veil
was her horrifying skull
I ran away from her
and in that moment
darkness and rain
began to fell
at the edge of the world

Another night


slowly she came
into my home
with her nephew
and her son
like in a dream
i kissed her lips
though she was my relative
absent mindedly
i did not remember her
and she went home

i met her again
at the bus stop
on summer evening
full of smell
and cool air
young and innocent
she sat beside me
and we had little talk
but sadly
she left
and never came home

another night
new kind of drug
still sore
crushing bones
stripping skin
ecstacy of pain
long tall man
stare at young boy
brutal to brutal
home to home

One kiss before departure

one kiss before departure
through long dark night
going to home
dream desolves
morning comes

couple of days
filled with joy
now in oblivion
now forever gone

memories of drug
long gone
all that remains
is black hollow hole

young boy
playing in the field
under starry sky
night comes
and he goes home
to play with his little toy

distant music
in the streets
people come and go
while little boy
play with his toy


City In Bloom


snow falls
winter sleep
why am I so cold
and without feet

gazing at picture
of my child
makes me wonder
makes me sad

is it a dream
or illusion
all I know
it is a delusion

cold days
cold nights
autumn leaves
rain falls

shiver in bed
shiver in night
when there is no drug
heat is right

sunset gloom
city in bloom
all night long
till the morning
you are in doom

they said you were right
they said you were night
but it turns out
you were hanging all the time so bright

maggot faggot
eating me alive
under ground
under twisted sound

all the while
her left eye
behind the curtain
watch me closely
as i die



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